do you know when you've been a total slob and you were just totally BSing every single thing that comes out of you and when you fail because of that, you vow to be "more productive".
However, being "more productive", is like saying... i'm going to start on my homework....tomorrow. it's like it's never going to happen, you're gonna say it anyway, hoping that it might actually work and you do become more productive and happily ever after. the end.
Mistakes were made and things were brushed under the rug, so.. that all ALL EXPLODED ON MY FAYYYYCE!!!
Anyways, that big slap on the face really made me reflect on my actions and i VOWED to be more productive. so i did. this week, i made sure to do all my homework and even did practice sheets and practice sheets and loads more. I was on top of my game. Yes, brewed tons of coffee and i got really sleepy as fuck in classes, but it was damn worth it. I mean, i aced my quizzes, that was my goal and i accomplished. i soon realized that my path to ultimate productivity is quite difficult, because i could relate this to a cig. smoke trying to quite. So here i am in my 1st week, tired, weary, and i bet my face is like 12342x terrible, but i survived.
can't wait till this becomes a healthy habit... a month more to go?
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